i understand why your upset but at the same time i think you are being extra sensitive to it all. i mean you did see everyone except charlotte and beef i guess. charlotte isnt a bad place and i really hate it when people who move away start acting like they are better than people who still live here. i moved away and moved back. what does that make me? please dont turn into one of those people....you are balencing on the line.

For me specifically, Charlotte isn't a great place anymore. I do think the place I live in is better, (for me.) I don't think there is anything wrong with admitting that.
For others who still have most of their family and friends based there I'm sure it is a fine place. It once was for me.

Please don't accuse me of thinking that I am better than a place, because we both know I don't think like that.

And its not about who visited with me and who didn't anymore. I just don't get the same vibe from the place that I used to.

and let's not forget, this is a live "jornal," and I am alowed to be "extra sensitive", on it without worrying that peole are gonna accuse me of balancing on a line.

i meant you were being extra sensitive in person to. i mean dont get me wrong i was on your side but then i kinda realized you didnt really have that much to complain about. i dont know i just feel that if you hate it here so much then you will never come visit and i mean ill visit you in asheville but there really isnt anything there for me. and if we dont see each other than i will loose you as a friend a little bit. but maybe i already am. i mean it just happens when people move away and move on.

you just sound like all those people who act like they are better now because they dont live in charlotte anymore. it hurts my feelings when people talk bad about the place that i live...even if it isnt good for them anymore. im just being extra sensitive to that thouhg. i mean its my own personal shit like did i do the right thing by moving back? its constantly on my mind when people talk bad about charlotte cuz then i start thinking that maybe i should move on too. anyway i just fealt i had to explain. good luck with school and i am glad that i saw you. i hope you dont get sick.

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everyone is capable of thinking that way.